Missing you this Halloween!

My dearest Greg,

Today Meera and I went to Panera, a bread store. I saw lots of freshly baked bread and remembered you instantly. I remembered how we used to buy a big loaf of bread and you couldn't wait until we got home to eat it. We also baked some pumpkin cupcakes. I wish you were with us to lick the spoon just like you used to.
We went to the store and bought some candy for Halloween. I remembered how we used to go Trick or Treating and how you used to empty your bag full of candy on the floor and start picking the ones you like while munching on them one by one and hidding the rest from Seant :)
Greg, we will be missing you this Halloween and we hope that next year you will be with us so we can all go Trick or Treating and collect lots of candy just like the old times!
Love you and miss you so much!!!
Hugs and kisses
Love, mommy

My Sweet Angel, Mama's Heart!

Dearest Greg,

I sat down today and looked through your photo albums... My sweet angel, I can't describe how much I miss you!!! I have your pictures on the fridge and by my bedside. I look at them everyday and wish that you were home with us. Am I ever going to see you again? Wherever you are in this world I hope you are doing well and that you are going to school and have made good friends, but remember that your mommy will never stop thinking about you and is waiting for the day when you are back in her arms again!!!

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Love, Mommy

I Miss You So Much!!!

My dearest Greg,

There isn't one day that passes by and I don't think about you. At times I just sit alone and cry for hours missing you and wondering if I'm ever going to see you again. It has been over 2 years and believe me I have tried very hard to find you but so far without any luck. What your father did was very cruel and I hope that God gives him the wisdom to do the right thing and let you come home.
My precious Greg, being without you has been so hard and painful like starving a plant without water day after day and I am not sure how much longer I can tolerate all this pain. Without you my world is empty and my heart is constantly aching. Still, I will not give up hope and will continue waiting and praying everyday...
Please come home, Greg!!! I miss you so much!!!!
Love, Mommy

"Little Eaglie" is waiting for you to come home!

My sweet and precious Greg,

Few days ago we drove to Lake Tahoe on a vacation. It is a place up in the mountains similar to Big Bear where nature is magnificantly beautiful! I was thinking about you all the time and remembering our trips that we used to take to Big Bear and how exciting it was to go hiking, fishing, collecting "cool" rocks and hanging out around the lake.
While we were at Tahoe, Daniel, Meera and I went fishing and I thought of you and said to myself, if Greg was here he would have loved fishing now at this beautiful crystal blue lake. I sat there and just gazed far wondering where you were while wishing so much that you were also with us. We then went river rafting on the Trukee River and you were also on my mind... It was a lot of fun and I bet you would have loved it too! At the souvenir shop I saw a little eagle stuffed animal and yes, you came to my mind... I remembered "Eaglie" (your soft and cuddly toy stuffed animal that I bought for you at Big Bear) I said, this little eagle is for my precious Greg and is coming home with us. I called him "Little Eaglie" and put him on your desk. He is waiting for you to come home and so is everyone! Greg, I hope that you will be with us on our next summer vacation!

Love you and miss you very much!!!

Love, Mommy

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GREG!!!

Happy 12th birhtday, Greg!!!

My sunshine Greg, mama's heart! Today is your birthday and I am thinking about you and wishing you a very happy birhtday! We had a little celebration for you and my wish when I was blowing the candles was for you to come home soon. Your birthday presents are waiting for you to open so please come home soon! We all miss you very much and are looking forward to celebrating your 13th birthday with you here at home!!!

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All my love, Mommy

Two years ago this day...

Two years ago this day your father abducted you and took you away and ever since then it has been an agonizing nightmare for me. I think about you everyday wondering where you are and what you are doing... I think about you while praying, driving to work or working in the kitchen and can't help my tears... My sweet Greg, I miss you so much and so wish that you come home soon.
Your birthday is coming up in two weeks. I can't believe you are going to turn 12! Oh how I wish I could see you, hold you and kiss you...I can't describe how painful it is to spend another year without you!
Last night Daniel and I bought you a birthday present which I think you are going to really like. I wrapped it and placed it on your desk in your room. It's waiting for you to come home.... hopefully real soon!
I hope this would be the last year we are apart and I pray that next year at this time you'll be with us celebrating your 13th birthday together!!!

Warm hugs and kisses to you over the miles...

Love, Mommy

I will never give up hope!!!

My darling Greg,

No matter how far apart we are or how long you will be gone, I will never give up hope waiting for you to come home. If you only know how much I miss you and think about you, how much I am in pain to be living without you... I think about you every day and wonder where you are and how you're doing. I pray and hope that you are safe and that you will come home soon. I always dream about you running towards me into my arms and me holding you tight so close to my heart and never letting go... My sweet angel, I hope you come home soon as I will be here waiting for you each and every day and as long as it takes. Please come home!!!
I love you and miss you very much!!!!!!
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Love, Mommy