Missing you this Halloween!

My dearest Greg,

Today Meera and I went to Panera, a bread store. I saw lots of freshly baked bread and remembered you instantly. I remembered how we used to buy a big loaf of bread and you couldn't wait until we got home to eat it. We also baked some pumpkin cupcakes. I wish you were with us to lick the spoon just like you used to.
We went to the store and bought some candy for Halloween. I remembered how we used to go Trick or Treating and how you used to empty your bag full of candy on the floor and start picking the ones you like while munching on them one by one and hidding the rest from Seant :)
Greg, we will be missing you this Halloween and we hope that next year you will be with us so we can all go Trick or Treating and collect lots of candy just like the old times!
Love you and miss you so much!!!
Hugs and kisses
Love, mommy

My Sweet Angel, Mama's Heart!

Dearest Greg,

I sat down today and looked through your photo albums... My sweet angel, I can't describe how much I miss you!!! I have your pictures on the fridge and by my bedside. I look at them everyday and wish that you were home with us. Am I ever going to see you again? Wherever you are in this world I hope you are doing well and that you are going to school and have made good friends, but remember that your mommy will never stop thinking about you and is waiting for the day when you are back in her arms again!!!

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Love, Mommy

I Miss You So Much!!!

My dearest Greg,

There isn't one day that passes by and I don't think about you. At times I just sit alone and cry for hours missing you and wondering if I'm ever going to see you again. It has been over 2 years and believe me I have tried very hard to find you but so far without any luck. What your father did was very cruel and I hope that God gives him the wisdom to do the right thing and let you come home.
My precious Greg, being without you has been so hard and painful like starving a plant without water day after day and I am not sure how much longer I can tolerate all this pain. Without you my world is empty and my heart is constantly aching. Still, I will not give up hope and will continue waiting and praying everyday...
Please come home, Greg!!! I miss you so much!!!!
Love, Mommy

"Little Eaglie" is waiting for you to come home!

My sweet and precious Greg,

Few days ago we drove to Lake Tahoe on a vacation. It is a place up in the mountains similar to Big Bear where nature is magnificantly beautiful! I was thinking about you all the time and remembering our trips that we used to take to Big Bear and how exciting it was to go hiking, fishing, collecting "cool" rocks and hanging out around the lake.
While we were at Tahoe, Daniel, Meera and I went fishing and I thought of you and said to myself, if Greg was here he would have loved fishing now at this beautiful crystal blue lake. I sat there and just gazed far wondering where you were while wishing so much that you were also with us. We then went river rafting on the Trukee River and you were also on my mind... It was a lot of fun and I bet you would have loved it too! At the souvenir shop I saw a little eagle stuffed animal and yes, you came to my mind... I remembered "Eaglie" (your soft and cuddly toy stuffed animal that I bought for you at Big Bear) I said, this little eagle is for my precious Greg and is coming home with us. I called him "Little Eaglie" and put him on your desk. He is waiting for you to come home and so is everyone! Greg, I hope that you will be with us on our next summer vacation!

Love you and miss you very much!!!

Love, Mommy

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GREG!!!

Happy 12th birhtday, Greg!!!

My sunshine Greg, mama's heart! Today is your birthday and I am thinking about you and wishing you a very happy birhtday! We had a little celebration for you and my wish when I was blowing the candles was for you to come home soon. Your birthday presents are waiting for you to open so please come home soon! We all miss you very much and are looking forward to celebrating your 13th birthday with you here at home!!!

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

All my love, Mommy

Two years ago this day...

Two years ago this day your father abducted you and took you away and ever since then it has been an agonizing nightmare for me. I think about you everyday wondering where you are and what you are doing... I think about you while praying, driving to work or working in the kitchen and can't help my tears... My sweet Greg, I miss you so much and so wish that you come home soon.
Your birthday is coming up in two weeks. I can't believe you are going to turn 12! Oh how I wish I could see you, hold you and kiss you...I can't describe how painful it is to spend another year without you!
Last night Daniel and I bought you a birthday present which I think you are going to really like. I wrapped it and placed it on your desk in your room. It's waiting for you to come home.... hopefully real soon!
I hope this would be the last year we are apart and I pray that next year at this time you'll be with us celebrating your 13th birthday together!!!

Warm hugs and kisses to you over the miles...

Love, Mommy

I will never give up hope!!!

My darling Greg,

No matter how far apart we are or how long you will be gone, I will never give up hope waiting for you to come home. If you only know how much I miss you and think about you, how much I am in pain to be living without you... I think about you every day and wonder where you are and how you're doing. I pray and hope that you are safe and that you will come home soon. I always dream about you running towards me into my arms and me holding you tight so close to my heart and never letting go... My sweet angel, I hope you come home soon as I will be here waiting for you each and every day and as long as it takes. Please come home!!!
I love you and miss you very much!!!!!!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Love, Mommy

Missing You So Much!!!

My darling Greg,

There isn't a day that goes by and I don't think about you. Your room is empty and every time I pass by it I break down and cry while remembering the good times we spent together doing homework, reading stories and laughing about the smell of your blueberry flavor shampoo...
I wonder where you are? If you are reading my letters please don't be afraid to contact me. Whatever your father has told you is absolutely not true. Remember that your mommy loves you very much and is waiting anxiously everyday for you to come home. I look forward to seeing you, holding you tight, hugging you and kissing you... I look forward to all the fun thing we used to do together and can't wait to take you to Disnyland and experience all the fun rides with you all over again!!!

Miss you VERY much!!!

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Love, Mommy

Remembering the Good Times Together...

My sweet Greg,

I saw you in my dream last night. We were toghether on a camping trip and were having so much fun together. The dream felt so real and brought back so many good memories. I remember our last camping trip... How we went hiking across the ocean in the early mornings and how we waited patiently to spot the dolphins from far. I remember how we camped by the fire at night and you burned your marshmallow and started laughing saying it turned into charcoal. :) I remember how we did arts and crafts together and we painted funny faces and hearts on pebbles and stones... I so wish that we can go camping again and visit the dolphins, hunt for bugs, paint on pebbles and burn our marshmallows just for the fun of it... My sweet angel, I miss you very much and hope you come home soon so we can do all the fun things toghether again!

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Love, Mommy

Missing you everday!

Hi Greg,

Today we went to church and I prayed for your speedy return. I prayed that God would keep you safe and would give your father the wisdom to do the right thing and bring you back home.

My sweet Greg, I am missing you very much and can't wait until you come back home. I wonder where you are and what you're doing... Are you in school? Are you eating and sleeping well? I hope that you read my letters and find comfort in reading them. Please know that I have never given up thinking about you and looking for you... and I will never ever stop!

Easter is two weeks from today but it will never be the same without you. I will be missing you and wishing you were with us.

Thousands and millions of batchigs to you xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Love, Mommy

From Mommy with LOTS of love!!!

My sweet Greg,

It's Valentine's Day! I'm Sending you a big warm hug and thousands of kisses especially for you over the miles!!!

I remember how you used to write me love notes and wait patiently for me to come home from work to read them... I remember your sweet smile and your warm hugs and how they used to cheer me up after a hard day at work... I want you to know that I deeply cherish all these memories in my heart as I think about you and miss you every single day!!! My sweet angel, hope you're doing well and hope you come home soon!!!

Happy Valentine's Day, sweetheart!!!

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Love, Mommy

I am always thinking about you and missing you so much!

My sweet and precious Greg,

I really miss you very much!!! I don't know where you are but I know that you miss me too and you wish to come home. Whatever your dad has told you about me is not true... Mommy loves you and misses you my sweet angel and wants you to know that there isn't one day that goes by that I don't think about you and pray for your safe return. I hope wherever you are you get to read my letters. Mez-mama, Uncle John, Seant, Nicole, Pauline Tantig, Caroline Tantig, Nicholas, Marc, Daniel, Meera, Andre Kerri, even big Zeus... everyone here misses you and are patiently waiting for you to come home. We love you, Greg! Please come home!

Millions of hugs and kisses over the miles

Love, Mommy